Teach Your Heresies 2 - My Journey

My Journey Into Purpose

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Indulge me while I talk about my most favourite topic in the whole world … me! Heh heh.

I am full of creative storms, that frequently have no effect.

A lot of that has to do with my own energetic makeup. 

I’m a Pisces with LOTS of Aquarius elements. Minimal earth for grounding.

I’m also an ENTP, the enfant terrible of the enneagram paradigm. 

If these mean nothing to you, don’t worry. These just demonstrate how I can be full of wildly erratic genius and lack solidity through which to channel it.

Surely life wouldn’t have cursed me with such a challenge if there was no solution? And there’s always a solution. To everything. Even if I have to create them myself and take a lifetime doing it.

Fortunately, I still have a number of good years left. 

But I don’t want you to have to wait as long as I did.

I’m a reader. A researcher. A thinker. 
I thrive on new ideas and unconventional topics.
I’m an autodidact, which means I educate myself on lots of topics.

My favourite topic (besides me 😉) is consciousness and the nature of reality.

My journey has taken me down many esoteric paths, beginning with spirituality. But …

I don’t do belonging to groups. Or cults. Or organisations. 
I don’t commit to one school of thought.
I certainly don’t do orthodoxy.

I’m an intellectual adventurer and my relentless questions of WHY and HOW and WHO stop me from boxing myself into an accepted theory about anything. I might settle for a while in order to go deep into a concept or system, but then I’m sated and I’m off again. Or, as is often the case, another concept captures my fancy, calling to another philosophical adventure.

Don’t make the mistake of thinking my interests are random and scattered.

They are not. Although it’s taken me quite a while to appreciate that.

It’s like the proverbial blind men feeling the elephant. 

Feng Shui. Goddess. Power. Biology. Physics. Psychology. Propaganda. Hidden History. Aliens. Angels. Gods. Mythology. Religions. Esoterica and Metaphysics, Astrology. Tarot. Magic. Warfare. Sex. Gender. Sociology. Anthropology. Alternative Sciences.  … and the list goes on.

I’ve been on this journey since I was a youngster. That was many decades ago. I’ve covered a lot of intellectual and philosophical territory. To the detriment of my orthodox career (psychology). I couldn’t handle being boxed in, so I’ve been a dabbling freelance metaphysical therapist and teacher and writer for most of those years, often just scraping enough to pay my way.

But even those choices bored me.

Why? Because I felt my learning was incomplete.

CONSIDER: YOUR PURPOSE MAY STILL BE IN DEVELOPMENT. TO PLUNGE IN PREMATURELY CAN LEAVE YOU FEELING SHALLOW AND INAUTHENTIC WITH WHAT YOU CREATE.

Do not allow others to push you before you are ready. Trust your inner knowing.

Many business coaches do not understand this, and frame your hesitancy as a fear of success. There may be an element of truth to this, but trust me … when your purpose ripens and you develop a process for its release into the world, you WILL be unstoppable. You will be in the grip of a Soul Quest, and no amount of fear of success can withstand such a force.

YOU WILL FEEL THE PALPABLE FORCE OF ALIGNMENT OF YOUR MISSION, YOUR SOUL, YOUR INTELLECT, YOUR SKILLS, YOUR TOOLS, YOUR TALENTS.

It will take your breath away, give you goosebumps, make your eyes water with awe and wonder whenever you allow yourself to consider the sacredness of your purpose. You will feel that you are taking your place as a warrior for the side of goodness.

Do not worry about market research. 
Do not worry if you will be successful.
Do not worry about being considered strange.

These things mean nothing to the Soul Quester.

When you surrender yourself to your mission, many small issues are simply no longer relevant. You will laugh that these small issues are of such major importance to the mainstream population, to the point that these become their entire focus.

My path, my journey, my quest has been nourishing, frustrating, layered, soaring, heart-breaking, snail-paced, warp-speed, etc, etc, etc. But for my Soul, it's primarily been FUN.

If you don't agree with me, that's totally fine. 
I want you to use my writing as a SPRINGBOARD to recognising and owning your own knowing, which is often buried within us, often rising in reaction.

Indeed,
many of my writings come about as replies to what I read ...
either as agreement or retort or response or just to clarify for what's started swirling around in my head.
Keep a record of these responses.

While I don't open up comments on my posts, I am open to hearing your thoughts.
Feel welcome to email me:
LokaBrenning at gmail dot com

Where to From Here?


Intro - When You Know You Are Special

1      - Overcoming Frustration

2      - My Journey

3      - Your People

4      - Mis-Steps

5      - Late Bloomers

6      - Accelerating Clarity

7      - Message Memes

8      - Holding Power

9      - Higher Power Persona

10    - Establish Your Flavour

11    - Establish Your Command Centre

12    - Messy Creative Process

13    - Not Fame or Money


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